I just have to get this now out of my system or I am not going to sleep all night I think and that is definitely not an option as I have a busy day tomorrow.
I am a little upset and it's not good, because it shows I care and maybe I care just a little bit too much already.
I haven't heard of Sky in 4 days now, which was kind of ok until tonight, but now it feels like he's just not wanting to talk to me any more and this sudden silence is hurting my feelings. I am annoyed with myself that it upsets me, what a mess. I don't understand why he would though and try to think that he's just busy. Oh well, nothing I can do about, is there. I will just have to stay positive.
One thing lifting my mood is that Jane Doe got back to me and a friend of mine told me tonight that he was only waiting about 10days for his order to arrive, so maybe I'm lucky too :), that would definitely cheer me up.
I'll try to get some sleep,
Mx
About Me
- Im_mischief
- London, United Kingdom
- I aim to use this blog to get things off my chest, capture my exploits, write some real porn...! All I write really happens, if I ever post fiction I will make this clear in the blog title ;). Feel free to comment if you feel that you have something to add, or just to let me know your thoughts. Lately this is all about dollification and latex, but that changes quite frequently....
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