rubber for breakfast....

...but let's start at the beginning of my quiet Friday night in, haha!

Firstly, I didn't stay in but went out to the London munch for some drinkies and socialising with good friends. It was a rather quiet one, but I prefer it that way, enough friends to catch up and chat to, less randoms and even lesser weirdos and no squeezing through and queuing at the bar, lovely!

We ended up having a kinky after munch party at one of my best friends house, which turned out to be good fun and there are now at least two people running around with really bad scratch marks - love my sharp nails <3 !

Playing tictactoe on the boys back scratching the X's and O's into the skin, good fun :P ! Why do people always react like, oh you're evil, you look so lovely and nice, I would not expect this from you. Amusing. The girl with the straight lines down her inner thighs may hate me a little today, but that really was great fun, she made such a lovely squeaking noise, I just couldn't help myself.

At around 4am people packed up and started heading home, I was glad I was offered to crash and hadn't had to go on an hour journey home, taking I was up since 6am Friday I just wanted to sleep. I think I instantly passed out, I didn't even hear my phone beeping because of the low battery and eventually switching off. I think it was around half 11 as I was kind of awake enough and preparing myself mentally to dress and go home( there is something about it going home in last nights clothes, I am never quite sure if I actually enjoy it just a little bit to feel like people can tell I wasn't sleeping in my own bed, haha).
My friend went up and outside to the living room and I thought to myself, just 2 more minutes, then dressing and hunting down some breakfast or better lunch in Camden as he came back in and threw  a big pile of heavy black rubber and lots of rubber straps onto the bed! Rubber for breakfast, lol! The big pile of black rubber was then picked up and I could see it was a full body bag, maybe a little like a sleeping bag, but much tighter. So if you now think that this is all pretty random, it's not; we talked a lot about our 'rubber/latex' fetish but as my interest in this just recently developed/ escalated, I told him I wasn't sure how much it's just fantasy and how much I'm really into all this, seems I am into it more as I thought, sigh.

I got then wrapped up in rubber, feet first, put safely into place, then some sort of cushion-like divider between the legs, arms got stuck into the sleeves....at that point I got just a little bit nervous realising that I won't be going anywhere once this is all closed up, but I haven't had a lot of time thinking and chickening out as I was already asked to roll over so I was lying on my stomach and he could do the zip up all the way up from feet to neck.
Oh dear, that already felt pretty good, but he wasn't done just yet, the hood went over my head, got zipped up and something went around my neck to secure things and keep it in place I guess, I can only tell it felt really good. Then lots of rubber straps got applied, not sure how many, one was around my knees, after he pulled this one tight I could barely move, my knees tightly pressed together; one around the hips which was holding my wrists snug to my body, one or two around my upper body, think there was one under and one over my boobs but I can't really tell, the tighter the whole wrap got the less I really cared, I was just enjoying the hole experience so much, relaxing into it really well. As he was done with the straps the eyepiece/blindfold got reattached to the hood. I expected to be left to it for a while, not expecting a lot of attention, bit worried I may not like it and would want to get out really quickly again, but my train of thought got interrupted by him pulling the eyepiece off again and putting a gas mask on top of the hood instead, now that was hot! I first got really nervous and was worried I wouldn't be able to breathe properly but after asking nicely for a little re-adjustment it was all ok, I slowly calmed down realising that it's all good and I'm well looked after.
Just as my breathing settled into a nice steady rhythm I could feel his body pressing against the rubber and his hands stroking over the material - OMG, this was really arousing, the sensation through the skin tight rubber, knowing he's probably enjoying it as much or even more than I do and then fingers pinching my nipples, ouw!

I am a wimp with having my nipples tortured, they are sooo sensitive it's pathetic, but I really enjoyed it, well to some extent, as he nearly made me cry he thankfully stopped, I can imagine being a sobbing mess under a gasmask is not very helpful for the breathing part.

The gasmask eventually came off but that was it, I stayed the way I was, wrapped up nicely not going anywhere...but I loved it! The feel, the enclosure, the slowly rising temperature caused by the duvet on top of me and having a normal chat, awesome! I thought it's just fantastic, being in this happy place and being able to have a normal conversation, sigh, all depending on him though and what he fancies doing, being totally helpless.

I eventually got unwrapped and sent off to shower; there I could smell it then, hmmmm rubber! So lovely! Pure bliss :D, really was in a very happy place there enclosed in rubber and being toyed around with.

I got home shortly after and the first thing on my list was having a wank, still smelling the rubber I really got off on it, I'm such a pervert :P .

I'll be back for more!

<3

encouraged

I learnt something very valuable about myself. I really do have a very big thing for rubber/latex and I will have to explore it more and not depend this onto a person but do it for myself, like everything else I did.

Balance is the key!

latex...

I went to showgirls again, to get the seam fixed on my leggings which I wanted to wear on Saturday but couldn't because of the hole I discovered just minutes before leaving the house. They were really nice and she fixed it for me, checked all the other seams so we haven't got the same problem again while I was waiting a few minutes. I then saw those wrist length gloves, in a kind of mannequin color, really pretty and I wanted them instantly. They look nearly like skin, just better *sigh* .

Looking to get some mannequin-colored or natural semi transparent  leggings with a black seam, rubber55 does them, they do a really nice catsuit like that as well, looks like a 2nd skin, hmmm, so yummy!

The whole idea is to be covered but pretty, like a pretty doll! I want!

<3

crazy or just another fetish?

How far is too far? I re-joined rubberpal on recommendation of a friend to find out more about latex-fetishists and what makes them tick and how bad mine is, my fetish I mean.

I am doing baby steps with it at the moment but I really want to know, so I may go for a friends offer and experience a rubber based play session to see if it's ultimately for me.

Sky is still interesting and I think he's really pleased that I didn't 'run off' as he started telling me what he likes.

Let's see how things develop.

I'm very very intrigued....

I love Atsuko Kudo Latex....mmmm

I went to shop spontaneously yesterday - was after something new and to get some more ideas for future purchases...I first tried breathless but that was a waste of time so I went to Showgirls in Highbury/Islington and started there.

I tried one of their dresses I quite like to have as a top, but with long sleeves and tried several jackets and know now what I will get soon ( have to save up for it). She wrote all those things down, as well as she took all my measurements, so Atsuko Kudo has me got on file now and I can order online and they will know how to make it made to measure for me personally - love it!

I bought some new black AK leggings, love them so much, ohhhh! Worn them out last night to Camden and think of wearing them tonight again, they are not 'kinky' but fashionable, just slightly more expensive and sooo much prettier as those stupid wet look leggings everybody is wearing.

I <3 latex

Club Rub?

With all that latex talk lately I am desperate to get out an into some rubber on the weekend...

latex geeks and extreme fetishes

Right, I am currently trying my luck on okcupid. A vanilla dating webpage, yes, I know. It's going quite well though, met some really nice people over there, was on a few good dates and currently chat with someone really rather intriguing which brings me to the point. I will call him Sky for further reference.

Sky messaged me one night via the sites IM system, rather straight forward but not rude, so I replied and we got talking, we soon moved on to msn so he could share some photos, as he told me he has a really big latex fetish, well, that's fine with me I thought, but yes, he's rather crazy about it, what I find really interesting. He showed me some photos and explained me what he has in mind for his partner, how he wants her to look and all that refers to her being covered in as much latex as possible and he got me with this, I never really wasted a thought of doing this as I am really not able to finance such a big fetish, but remembering the way I felt as I was wearing a friends latex hood and my dress for a fetish night out, I get really excited about pushing this further, much further as I ever thought I am willing to go. The more we speak the more he interests me, I feel like we would get on rather well. He's worried I will make a run but I don't think his fetish is that extreme, I'm curious, not scared or put off even, understanding why he's wanting to do this.

I'm not sure if we will ever meet, but I really hope we will. I have to see how things go, I want to know if we really get on that well in real life.